Days are spinning at the speed of the wheels of a Ferrari. I feel like it was yesterday when I was in college, living a free life without any burdens and pressure, free to play, sleep, enjoy, eat, and do the thing which we were very good at – “bhasad”. But then when I open my eyes in reality, I find myself in the fast moving corporate world. Yes….it has been 2 months since I entered this world and I don’t want to get out of the college mode, but ye zaalim duniyaaa....
It has been a bumpy ride so far - full of excitement, a little bit of fear, nervousness, tension and many other unknown and unnoticed emotions. At times I feel I have understood my work and just a moment after that I feel I am still at the basement of the learning pyramid.
Off late, I have made some friends out here but have distorted a few newly made friendships well due to reasons beyond my understanding. Yet have not been able to gain the confidence of my boss. The schedule of the day however remains erratic. Sometimes I am extremely busy but at the end of the day when I analyze what I have done that day, I find nothing substantial. And at other times I am genuinely free.
That’s why I say the days are spinning like the wheels of Ferrari however unlike Schumacher driving it to the chequered flag, the fuel of my Ferrari is wasted fruitlessly.
